The Wormlips Scrapbook

So it’s official: I have been admitted to SIT Graduate Institute in Brattleboro, Vermont. I found out the day before yesterday. Numbness from shock has become worry and then excitement and then anxiety about all I have to do before I go and then panic that I’m insane to be doing this and then happiness [...]

I was awoken by an early morning phone call. Hoping it was from SIT, I got out of bed and retrieved the message. It wasn’t from SIT. It was from my auto loan people saying my car is no longer insured. It would have been a good time to go back to bed. But as [...]

I slept really late this morning. It might have something to do with the two sleeping pills I took last night. Also the mental weariness brought on by the long (and continuing) wait to hear from SIT admissions, and the anxious inertia that’s engendered. This morning’s horrible dreams are also infecting my thoughts and mood. [...]